My dreams have been extra vivid lately. When I woke up I was able to draw out the floor plan for the house from my dream... so I did for kicks. xD We all have different ways we waste our time. ;)
The vividness of my dreams is a side effect from my medication. It hasn't been as helpful for my anxiety lately. I still have been stressing and nervous a lot, to the point that my face has been breaking out and my eczema has gotten bad again. (I get a kind of eczema that when I get a lot of adrenaline in my system my body will actually push it through the skin - usually on my hands - and it will create a patch of tiny blisters beneath my skin that burst in time causing the top layers of skin to die and peel off. It's just lovely. -.- ) So, when I visited my psychiatrist yesterday we talked about it and I am going to try a different one. This makes me very apprehensive because of my bad experiences in the past, but what the hell. lol I'm already big so might as well make the switch before I lose the weight I gained, just in case. xD In fact, the one we're trying says there shouldn't be weight gain (it's unusual, anyway) and could even help me lose weight. I was like, "Myes!!! Thata one!" Hahaha! So, I will stop taking the one I've been on and start the new one in about 6 days or so. Then will start the body adjusting to new medicine for 2 weeks. v.v A time I never enjoy. But, hopefully after that it will be good. I've known a few people that have used this medication and it has helped them at different levels. I think I'll get a haircut, too, and enjoy the changes. ^_^
In other news, Zoe realized if she hooks her claws in the litter mat that catches all the litter they track out of the litterbox, that she can drag it around with her, spreading litter all about the house. >.> I get to vacuum today then. Or tomorrow. ;) It's a good thing she's so cute! :3
Johnny should be able to come home for R&R in a couple of months. I'm very excited. It was going to happen later, but it got pushed up. I think about him all the time. I've had jobs where my boss could get sued if I messed something up or that I'd get yelled at by someone with real perspective on what's important in life *sarcasm* if I didn't give them enough fries. I can't imagine having a job where if I mess up lives could be on the line. A bad day at work is a BAD DAY at work. :( I admire him so much for being brave enough to have a job like this. Politics and all that crap aside, it's noble of people to be willing to go through what they do for our country. *folds up soap box and puts it away for another day* ;) I'm so excited to see him. It'll only be for 2 weeks, though, so I'm going to be very picky about what plans we make. Lol! Only the best of everything for those 2 weeks! >:D
In the meantime, I'm going to catch up on my scrapbooking! *determined* I'm soooo behind. And I has movies and such so it will be much fun! ^_^ Also, I might be getting some dinner with Regina tonight and have a Day of Girliness with Jessica this weekend, so much happiness awaits me soon. =D
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