We're getting down to the end of the countdown! =D I'm very excited for Johnny to be back soon. I can't say exactly when he'll be back, though, so we'll keep that on the down low. We'll just leave it at soon. :)
I've had to have some repairs done around the house lately and I'm having the exterminators come this week because some really giant cockroaches they call "water bugs" here have been coming in the pipes and were sneaking in under the closed back door, but I had them fix that, though I probably will continue to spray Raid Barrier by the back door with how many bugs hang out in the vicinity. o.o The good thing is you only see one or two water bugs at a time. They aren't like the ones that infest unclean places and stuff. So, that was a big relief to find out because I was really freaked.
As for Miles, he relapsed a couple of weeks ago. :( His numbers were all back up to where they were when I first took him in. =( So we've been back on all of the medicines and the daily subcutaneous fluids as well as some new shots to help his tummy because he gets feeling so sick he'll vomit and have no appetite and won't eat, so then I have to give him a shot to help him feel better so he'll eat again. The fluid for the injection stings as it is injected though so he jumps and hisses while I give it, which makes things very stressful. It makes my hands shake a lot which makes giving an injection tricky. :\ (Good thing I'm not a surgeon.) But he's starting to do better from what I can tell. We'll check his levels again soon. He's also been very stressed about the bugs. He tends to be OCD about things and now checks constantly anywhere we've seen a bug. We make each other more and more paranoid. x.x Zoe helps us both lighten up with her happy personality. Nothing gets her down.
It doesn't seem real that Johnny will be here again. Being apart this year has been the hardest thing I've had to do. I just want to be together. To see each other and talk to each other and... just go get fried pickles together and just be. I miss his laugh. I miss talking about pointless things. I miss joking around. I miss him wanting to eat ramen noodles every meal. I miss his joy when he gets to be the little spoon when we cuddle. (heehee) I miss grocery shopping with him. Gaming. Watching movies. Him playing with the cats. Everything is just more special if he's here. My life is empty without him. And I don't mind admitting that. And I don't care if that makes us codependent or whatnot. We do our best as a set and when we're apart we're just not as happy. We can still function and do all we need to do (one of us might freak out a lot more about bugs getting in the house than she should... heh heh) but we are aching inside the whole time. It will be nice to feel whole again. =)
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So excited that it will be SOON! Hang in there!
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