Sunday, July 31, 2011

Soon

Well, today has been our last day together. Tomorrow afternoon Specialist Johnny will be off.
We've mostly run errands today to make sure that he'll be all ready to go. I keep trying to be strong and not cry until the right time, but the almost-cries I've been holding back hurt my throat. I miss him already. I'm memorizing him... the little crow's feet by his eyes, the feel of his neck as I burrow my face into it when we hug, the sound of his voice... He's my sweetheart.
"I need you more than anything in my life. I want you more than anything in my life. I'll miss you more than anyone in my life. I love you more than anyone in my life."

1 comment:

megkuhle said...

I hope everything goes well tomorrow! And I really hope this next year whizzes by for you!! I wish you could come home so you could have some comfort, but we're here for you both! Love and miss you!